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Hello World!

Life Update!

I know, I KNOW. I have been gone for a while. I swear I have a decent explanation. Okay, let's jump right into it.

Let's start with school. Nursing school is........nursing school. It has taken up a lot of my time and energy. I think that comes with anything that is a part of the journey we call like, or the journey leading up to living in your purpose. I don't know I feel like that sounds right but it doesn't feel right.

Let's talk about family. My grandfather that is my whole world, the man who was a father to me after my dad died passed away last month (February for context). I didn't expect to live in a world without him so soon. I thought I would have more time. I thought he would be there to see my kids grow up, to meet my future husband, to approve of my future husband, to see my sisters and I graduate from college. I think I am not numb but also not numb? I also feel okay. He knew I loved him and I told him that I loved him. He told me that he loved me back, and I feel okay. I think after my dad passed I realized that I needed to tell the people that I care about that I love them. No day is promised, no day is guaranteed and I want to make sure that the last impact I have had on someone is letting them know that I love them.

Let's talk about work. I love love loveee my new job. I am tangibly helping people which is great. I still have my other job too that hasn't ended I needed to take a pause to focus and take care of my family.

Let's talk about my love life, because, why not. I will leave it the fact that love exists in my life and I am very happy about it.

Let's talk about blogging and podcasting. I plan to be back. I think I have a day where I can write and record. I'm going to try it out for a week or so and then we'll see what happens!

Honeslty I think that's it? Thank you, thank you, thank you for rocking with me! Love you all!

Another day as an adult (who is trying).......damn,

Tasha