This is my first post as a blogger since I was a sixth-grader in 2011. Times have changed, I've grown into a different person (I'd like to think so), I've matured (I'd also like to think so), and I am chasing my dreams. To give you a short introduction of who I am. I am a 23 going on 24-year old young woman. I am in nursing school, I am the oldest of six children, I have bipolar disorder, I love music, I love all things Beyonce. I love to read, write, sing, attempt to dance and laugh. My goals for this year involves living life, laughing, and finding love (with myself or someone else). I will always put God first, and put the ones I love before myself. I have seen a lot in my 23 years of life, some good, some bad, some ugly, but I take them all as a learning experience.
Something else that is super important about this phase in my life is that I'm scared. I'm scared, so so scared. Everyone romanticizes the idea of chasing your dreams but they never tell you how scary they can be. No one tells you about the self-doubt you may face, the fear of success, the fear that once you make it every person you know set the bar higher for you. They don't tell you about the sacrifices you'll have to make, things and people you'll have to say no to. They don't talk about the nights you cry yourself to sleep, and they don't tell you about the moments you feel like giving up. That's what I'm here for. I want to live authentically, and I want to live transparently. I want you all to see my journey towards my dreams, the good, the bad, and the ugly. So here I am, this is me. I hope you'll like what you read and will be willing to join me on this wonderfully scary journey that I am on called life.
Another day as an adult (who blogs)......damn,
Tasha
Let’s get it... congratulations!